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THY BLOG OWNER
a lil' less naive each day..
PhotobucketGEORGIANALEE
just any ordinary girl
nineteen
singapore polytechnic
banking & financial services

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WANTED
as ii secretly wish upon a star.
[ ] ii wanna be the exception :)
[:D] New wallet from COACH :)
[:D] Visit to yishun dam!
[ ] Night picnic at henderson wave!
[ ] Cumulative GPA: 3.5
[:D] DSLite
[:D] Tote bag from m)phosis
[:D] Nike windbreaker/Adidas jacket
[ ] Tote bag from Gucci
[ ] LV speedy :D
[:D] LongChamp Bag
[:D] Coach Wristlet
[:D] Grey pair of Haivanas from NUM
[:D] Pass my BTT (16.04.09)
[:D] Overseas Trip w/ friends
[:D] Pass my FTT (21.05.09)
[:D] Green Apple Vodka
[:D] LG Crystal to replace F480 :D
[ ] Aerocrombie & Fitch Jacket
[:D] Sony T90 [pink] :D
[:D] Davidoff Perfume :D
[:D] Ipod Touch
[:D] Xperia X2 to replace Crystal
[ ] Opps, NEW WALLET!

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AFFILIATES
its a small world.
# bernice
# choonhiang
# derrick
# inezquek
# jiayu
# jinhui
# jonathan
# koonlee
# lindyy
# mandy
# march
# nellie
# net
# owen.brother
# royston
# sarahBABY
# shauna
# shengye DAGEGE
# shiela
# songting
# vanda
# vivian
# wanling
# xiubin
# ziming


REMINISCENCES
my faded memories.
  • October 2008
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  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
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  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
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  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • March 2011
  • June 2011


  • MUSIC
    pleasure to the ears.


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    CREDITS
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    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥

    rant @ Monday, January 26, 2009 12:47 PM
    life's simple pleasure, with someone close at heart..


    P.S: will blog about jackson's 21st birthday chalet soon! (:

    rant @ 11:59 AM
    ups & downs..
    together with your loved ones..

    we had a good talk ytd morning and problem resolved.
    agreement reached.
    AND NOW, GEORGIANA IS A HAPPY GIRL (once again)!
    *facebook account reactivated*
    [owen, stop saying ii'm a noob!]

    my saturday was spent with mummy in the morning.
    spent a bombing 166.55SGD at faceshop replenishing my cosemetics!
    AND mummy got herself a new handphone - sleek & style!
    dad came to pick us after shopping before heading home. (:

    we have had our reunion dinner on saturday at ah ma's house as well (:
    steamboat. steamboat. steamboat.
    georgiana loves steamboat!

    AND georgiana is wearing NEW clothes later!
    (random)

    rant @ Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:08 PM
    it doesn't exactly matter what's happening
    as long as you're happy, contented & satisfied with life (:

    AND II'M GLAD TO ANNOUNCE II'M SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE
    (this week)!
    right, havent been blogging. argh!
    not gonna rant about my sunday till today, & anw, nth to rant about.

    sunday
    got my contact lens from cousin, jen, at optical 88.
    got free eye define contact lens, which is supposed to make my eye bigger (:
    but my eyes are big enough. (:
    met jackson & dine at kiat hong area at chao chu kang
    went to FEP to meet ah di & songting, mohheng & lynette etc.

    monday & tuesday were just like any other days..
    CRS presentation finally come to an end.
    MOB project also ending soon; report due next tuesday.
    *double smiles*

    wednesday
    ii had my filming at marina barrage with Vivian, An & Joel.
    first was the bitchy lady boss, den was the bimbotic daughter.
    went pretty smoothly. now filming is complete.
    next will be the report to be submitted.
    due: next monday :(
    oh ya, marina barrage: awesome place to date.
    open 24h, peaceful, quiet, & fabulous scenary (:
    ii wanna go henderson wave :(


    AND TADAH!
    ii'm happy today. awesomely happy!
    sarah & ii went around SP during lunch break today
    doing simply stupid things like dis:
    hahas!

    ii went town with beloved sarah to look for jackson's birthday present after school
    AND den head to paya lebar to meet beloved inez darling
    my god! it's been so damn long since ii last seen her..
    AND she has become even more gorgeous from gorgeous.
    AND ii'm not joking 'bout it. (:
    head to parkway for dinner at ICHIBAN SUSHI (:
    do a lil' bit of shopping, gossiping.
    everything was just like before, nothing changes.
    still as close. love her! (:
    sweet.adorable.thoughtful.beyond words can describe.
    still so inez. (:
    ii'll wait to extract the pictures from her blog (:

    tomorrow will be at jackson's birthday chalet till sunday niite. (:
    see y'all!

    rant @ Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:25 AM
    When ii'm surrounded by a bunch of awesome fwenx
    it's the kinda bliss beyond words can describe..

    ii've just completed CRS. it's like writing an argumentative essay.
    now, ii'm waiting for sarah to complete her powerpoint (:

    ii'm grateful, despite what happens, ii still have beloved sarah here.
    of course not forgetting linda.
    And definitely not my bunch of brothers, who are always here (:
    yihao brother; my friendly pact, quanli; owen brother; & jiahui (:
    Also, alex & jeremy brother, who have been keeping me companied (:

    went out with my bunch of monkey brothers to town ytd!
    they were sweet enough to wait till ii ended school (:
    owen ended at 10.
    yihao ended at 12.
    quanli & jiahui ended at 1.
    AND II END AT 5.
    And so they waited for at least 4 hours, for me (:
    *touched beyond words*
    but den, ii also dont know why they waited. haha!

    went to cine, catch the 7pm show: ONG BAK 2.
    And for no reason, ii sudden have a damn bad headache.
    ii dont exactly know what's going on in the show
    except the fightings and gongfus by T'ien
    den den, the guys suddenly got damn worried for me
    okies, plus 10points each (:
    And they made yihao send me home..

    But ultimately, jackson came down to fetch me home.
    ii didnt wanna bother yihao brother
    & ii know ii wont make it home on my own

    thank you brothers!they tried to make me happy by telling me this:
    jiahui: "dat fwenx of mine say you pretty sia"
    owen: "my fwenx say you look like michelle chia"
    dots. talking cock.
    zero photo(s) taken, cux' ii'm sick. ):

    project in school today. lasted for alomost 7hours.
    And now, finally close to completion. (:
    after which, jackson came down to fetch me from school.
    he first time ride bike come fetch me (: (:
    AND it's really bad!
    helmet flatten my hair. no more volume. ):
    but ii love my helmet. gonna make it more girly now (:
    AND ii enjoy the ride. (:

    went parkway parade meet mum, dad & di.
    had steamboat for dinner.
    AND II BOUGHT TWO NEW PAIRS OF HEELS!
    proudly sponsored by my mummy!
    ii dont know why ii buy them. but still..
    ii bought the black heels cux' of the blings on the heel (:


    ii lost jackson's LV wallet ):
    hais.
    2yr ago, ii gave him as a birthday present..


    rant @ Friday, January 9, 2009 12:21 PM
    60 minutes ago..
    before ii ate my spagahetti, & before PACC lecture ended
    sarah tells me she cant live without me (:
    And ii cant live without her too!
    what will school life be like w/o my bestie by my side everyday?

    And ii discovered something new (:
    we not only think alike, but but..
    our short-sightedness standing at 325degrees too!
    And we both started wearing specs in primary 4!
    this is so coincidental.
    we're meant to be together
    we're gonna appeal to the same class, if we arent next year!

    lastly, still, ii love my bestie, sarah!

    rant @ Thursday, January 8, 2009 9:37 PM
    when emotions controlled you, & pain took over
    starvation is a good distraction


    ii've never allow emotions to take over me so much before
    never felt this helpless, this frustrated with myself
    even looking for my essay book was tough
    ii've last since it eons years ago, & now ii need it for CRS
    ii rmb-ed an awesome piece of essay written on capital punishment
    but nvm, it's gone anyway. probably incinerated.

    ii am not this noble. ii know ii'm selfish.
    ii've tried.
    keeping myself occupied all day, reaching home late every niite.
    asking you to leave, & choosing not to meet you..
    but why arent ii sparing a thought for myself still?

    ii avoid typing his name, saying his name.
    ii keep myself occupied all day long to tired myself out
    listen during lectures, not sleeping in class, returning home late..
    ii thought ii was alright, on the verge of recovery.
    And the pain shoot me like an arrow through my heart

    jackson ask, why dont ii hate him.
    jeremy thinks he's a bastard
    alex said somthing, too.
    nothing else matters, because my girlfriend is happy, so is he.

    never regretted my decision to leave still.
    from him, ii learnt too much, of reality
    never regretted being w/ him, because once upon a time, ii'm happy..

    And den it's the other you.
    ii tried to ask you leave, and disallowing myself to meet you.
    ii still gotta worry for you, that you get into trouble
    sometimes, when ii request you to do something
    cant you do it to cease my worries?
    when will you ever be more sensible?

    when your dad delay time & again
    ii thought to myself, to get 3.5k for you for your bike
    maybe not this much, given my ability, but 2k was on my mind
    ii wanted to set aside the money for my wallet
    as well as my school fees "rebate"
    to grant you the transport you always wanted..

    now, ii hesitate between quitting school & entering working phase
    there are too many reasons why ii should quit school
    And too many reasons why ii should just work

    ii need a lil' understanding.
    will you stop asking me if ii miss him?
    will you just be here for me?
    will you stop going missing?
    you know, ii still do love you.

    ii'm beginning to like being hungry.
    ii like the gastric pain that's hurting riite now
    it's a form of distraction.. (:

    rant @ Wednesday, January 7, 2009 11:32 PM
    naive has been the term used on me, in the past & now
    but ii still choose to believe in living happily ever after..

    it was the usual casual chit-chat we always do in class..
    so today ii asked sarahbaby
    "sarahbaby, do you believe in happily ever after?"
    sarah: "NO!, they dont exist"

    next, ii asked linda darling
    "linda, do you believe in happily ever after?"
    linda: "of course not, unless it's the one ii love"

    both my girlfriends' answers hovered somewhere around these lines..
    And ii believed in happily ever after..
    Was it that ii've read too much fairytales during my childhood years?
    Or was it the influence of fictional love novels?
    Or was it those classics that ii've read few years back?
    till this very moment, ii still believe in my belief, even after all that occurred.

    ii love being in my less realistic world, to be a little childish..
    ii love my lil' world
    where edward from "TWILIGHT" exist, & the overwhelming love he has for bella..
    where gerry from "P.S I LOVE YOU" helps holly gets on w/ her life after his death..
    ii love to indulge in my little fantasies..

    sarah & linda think ii'm naive.
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    ii've removed all the pictures taken with shaun from my handphone.
    because we think almost the same way,
    ii know, my beloved girlfriend, you've fallen for him. (:
    ii know the things you are still hiding, a bit here & dere
    because we think too alike.
    those exact things ii'll hide if ii were you.
    it's weird to have a girlfriend who thinks just like you.
    you can predict what she's thinking. it's like having two minds.
    haha!

    ii decided to let it all go.
    ii'm contented with my simple life now (:


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    just home an hour ago..
    ii've been returning home late this few weeks.
    hais..
    ii cant sleep toniite,again..

    rant @ Tuesday, January 6, 2009 12:08 AM
    if things are meant to be, they will be
    ii dont have the ability to change anything
    ii'm taking a step at a time..


    ytd's post was rather a moment of anguish & agony..
    anyway, daytime yesterday wasnt that bad.
    woke up early to accompany mummy to metro sales AGAIN!
    she got herself 2 more pairs of heels & clothes for dad (:
    den cux we spend a lot, mummy got this free massage thingy dere (:


    after which, met up with jackson, his brother & mum
    FOR SHOPPING AT METRO SALES AGAIN!
    this is insane. ii can memorize expo's layout already.
    2 families: spending of 1k on clothes that are on SALE.
    MADNESS!


    anyway, jackson bro got himself a bit of clothes (:
    jackson got himself a bermuda & 3 polo tees (:
    as for me, ii bought 2 tube tops & a tank top from LEVI'S (:
    had dinner at teppanyaki before heading home..


    today, had a really heart-to-heart talk to sarahbaby
    regarding yesterday's incident..
    ii really dont know how ii'm to react & feel..
    on one had, ii dont wanna affect sarahbaby
    yet on the other hand, she doesnt wanna upset me as well..
    ii am at a loss of what to do.
    it all came too fast, ii cant absorb.
    ii wish time remains frozen, and ii die that instant moment..


    met up with jackson after school.
    had lunch at PIZZA HUT before going down to airport.
    he send me to the airport before heading home
    *so sweet riites!*

    duty was with ben today.
    awesome companion, making duty at the arrivals a FABULOUS one!
    had a really good talk with ben
    telling him all that had happened, and how ii truly felt.
    he said a lot of things.
    we concluded similar things as well.
    maybe ii should let go, and move on, like what he say.
    no point asking anymore.
    asking more will hurt me further.
    he also has the same viewpoint as me, in a way.
    shall not elaborate here. (:
    anyway, thank you ben!

    Also, we took our monday family photo today!
    everyone is present, and zero replacement (:
    love my monday peeps!
    Ultimately, am ii supposed to ask further?
    Or just leave things as it is?

    Sarahbaby, a message for you:
    ii'm not mad at you. at all.
    it wasnt at all your fault. at all.
    ii should have better controlled my tears, my emotions.
    to tell you frankly, ii really dont know how.
    if you ever fall for him one day, go ahead with your decision bax
    yes, it'll affect us, a bit here & there, inevitably.
    a relationship isnt easy to come by after all, so cherish it
    ii treasure this friendship, more than anything.
    it wont end this friendship, it isnt this weak riite?
    ii'll love you all the same, maybe a lil' less (:

    still, be careful.
    cux' ii cant forget the message he has left behind.
    ii hope ii'm not over-estimating myself.

    if you both end up together, wo hui zhu fu ni men

    And ii still stick to, it better to hurt one, than three.
    so just let me be the one.
    it'll only take awhile..
    ii believe ever once, someone took my pain for me.
    what comes around goes around
    let me be the one this time..



    ii'm super consoled by the fact that there're still you all:

    To Jackson:
    thank you for being here.
    And the assurance that you'll always be here.
    dat was all ii needed, to climb up, pull through.
    things arent exactly what you think. really.
    it's not all 'bout feelings.
    ii'm glad you're here.
    And your attempt to make me smile.
    greatly appreciated.
    you'll be rewarded in return, one way or another, someday..


    To Ben:
    thank you for the super heart-to-heart talk during the 4hours
    greatly appreciated. you should move on too.
    it's marvellous having you around..

    To Sarah:
    thank you for telling me the truth & loving me all the same.

    Also, thank you alex korkor, jeremy brother, alicia & jiawei.
    the few people ii've shared with & be here for me.

    ii love y'all!


    rant @ Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:33 PM
    just when ii thought ii've gotten over
    you gotta remind me of you again..

    ii'm super upset. ii gotta write.
    Or not, ii may just die toniite outta whichever disease..

    why have this gotta happen on my closest friend?
    it's not that ii hadnt expect it.
    but ii was praying so hard this wont come, AT ALL.
    ii thought ii'll get over you.
    ii know ii'm happy now. with him.
    why have ii gotta be reminded of you?
    why does it still hurt so badly? Or is this hurt?
    ii dont know.

    ii'm not blaming her, nor upset with her.
    please, treat her well, if you're serious with her..
    dont use her as a tool to get your revenge back on me.
    ii know, you arent simple.
    all the best, you both.

    now ii know, to some extent, ii still miss you.
    ii know my you will read this, yet ii still post to hurt you.
    ii'm sorry, jackson.
    ii think ii still need time.
    dont leave me alone to sleep thru the niite..

    rant @ 12:56 AM
    during an economy downturn like this
    an individual spends $1500, it helps increase consumption
    this could lead an increase in aggregate dd
    and the economy can thus, RECOVER..

    riite, dat's utter rubbish. even though it's true in economics term.
    but note that an increase in spending leads to an overheated economy
    and in turn, lead to increase in inflation rate. (:
    dat shows that ii didnt fail econs.

    anyway, today is much the same as ytd.
    went shopping with jackson's mum, brother & of course, jackson
    And then with mummy, daddy & didi at niite (:

    head off to FEP to meet jackson's mum & brother
    den it was lunch at crystal jade at taka (:
    superb xiao long bao. *drool*
    after that, shop the entire day.
    jackson's mum got herself a GUCCI handbag. (:
    And clothes for both jackson & his brother (:

    And ii got for my dearest didi 2 more polo tees
    so in short, ii bought him 3 polo tees in 2 days.
    so super duper sweet of me.
    ii'm so proud of myself! *double smiles!*

    jackson also got himself a pair of skinny jeans from LEVI'S
    And now, ii also got tempted to get a pair for myself
    esp. after mum & dad say they have no comment
    And that means "if you wanna buy, jiu buy lo" :P

    den later in the evening, ii train down to singapore expo: METRO SALES!
    met mummy, daddy & didi for second round of shopping!
    ii love to shop with my parents
    cux' that means II DONT NEED TO PAY ANYTHING!
    And so, ii bought lingerie & a pair of ugly purple crocs
    which everyone thinks ii look cute in it. *insane*
    ii also love it when dad goes shopping.
    he only buy clothes once a year, so each year, ii'll give him full encouragement!
    And so, my dad bought at least 4 tops, 3 working pants, 2 bermudas (:
    didi bought a pair of green ugly crocs, and bermudas as well (:
    mummy bought heels & lingerie for herself (:
    jackson got a pair of green ugly crocs & 3pairs of working pants for his dad (:
    wee!
    we spend close to 600bucks dere!
    one thing ii love bout dad, ii simply love his generousity (:

    to end this post:
    georgiana is a happy girl!
    ii love mummy & daddy.official sponsors for georgianaleeshiying!
    ii love him too! thnk you for being an awesome companion! (:



    rant @ Friday, January 2, 2009 11:31 PM
    when all bad & good things come to an end
    life goes back to normal; less complicated; simpler..

    ii havent been blogging for quite awhile.
    life become less chaotic. dat's a good thing or not?
    shaun has left my life. completely.
    life goes back to normal; less complicated; simpler. (:
    so dat explains why ii've got lesser things to blog about.
    it didnt become less happening, just less chaotic. (:

    status: still single, but unavailable, of course
    on the other hand, mr. koh has also broken up with ms moley.
    his concept is that since ii'm single, he should be too.
    Am ii to be happy? Or not?
    so ms moley has left his life as well, completely (ii think) (:
    now, everyone question is "will we or will we not patch up?"
    *secret*
    *ii'll reveal soon enough*
    *giggles*

    anyway, a few upcoming entry will include:
    - the entire story between shaun, jackson & ii
    - the break-up prelude
    - niite's out with sarahbaby & linda (*tentative)
    - the worst countdown ever & the crazy niite-rider ride
    - revamp of ms georgiana's wardrobe (*double smiles*)
    - niite's out with the ex-VA crews (:
    now, just back from orchard with jackson, his mummy & his brother.
    bought a top for my ah boii.aka.my REAL BLOOD brother
    he damn lucky to have me as a sister. *envy him okies!*

    P.S: ii got 92 outta 100 for stats! *congratulations!*
    *smile to myself*