dere is something fucking wrong with the music.
but ii'm not in the mood to repair/settle it now.
ii'll do it maybe later this evening, maybe tmr

whatsoever.

ii'm fucking pissed now.
what the fuck do you really think you are doing?
it's you being irresponsible, so dont disgress on to other topics.
ii have my life to lead;

ii cannot alway be fucking waiting for you.
if you think things always go your way, ii'm sorry.

ii lead my own life.
ii've no obligation towards any of you.

ii totally hate it.
when arrangements are made, and you went missing.
And appear again, ruining every single plan that ii've made.
while you were on the run.

it's either you make yourself available,

or disappear for the day, at least.
fuck.

when ii wanna get MY things done, ii get it done.
ii procrastinated enough all my life, ii'm not gonna let it happen again.

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
fucking pissed.

ii am no longer a monday people.
ii've been shifted to thursday.

alicia & jiawei are no longer my seniors.
now, gary & millie are my seniors.

so CONGRATULATE me!

ii'll get into trouble with my attire & grooming.

on a happier note,
coming with me, ii've mr evil: llewelyn, peiling, beizhen & chrispher.
butbut, ii wont have ben to slack with me anymore! ):

nvm, sarah is joining!
so ii'll have my darling as companion soon, cux we'll end up together. (:

ii found new people who read my blog. (:
And thanks to the compliments showered upon me, for my new haircut.
still, dere are people, who prefer the old one
(some call it the ah-lian hairstyle.)

Andand, survey has shown that ii'm the friendliest looking in my clique! (:
woots!
goodnights!
(2hours to knock off!)

HALO WORLD!

stepping towards the end of week one, of course,

my year 2 resolution become evenly more defined (:

simple resolutions. (:

at least, ii wont be regretting like what happened in year 1. (:

on a side note, the 3 of us, finally, REUNITE. (:

been outdated, but yes, this is my new haircut. (:

ii wish upon the stars.
dat ii have the you, in my life, always.
though some part of me says, "love doesnt exactly exist"

as usual, ii'm contradicting myself.

ii think my previous post sounds pretty arrogant.
sorry ok. (:

ii am now sitting in front of my office desktop.

my life, few days back, still flashing ever vivdly.

it was a fine night. not at all cloudy.
we lay dere.
looking up at the blanket of stars shining upon us.
dey were all shining so ever brightly.

someone once said, "when you look upon the sky, and as you search for the brightest stars up dere, you know, he has a name."
"he is called SIRIUS."
SIRIUS was dere. ii saw him. (:

on the other side of the wave
there was a couple (perhaps they just got together).

dey never seem to have enough of each other (to me)

dey too, were looking at the stars, and having small talks.

but yet, there was a difference.

ii felt a tinge of jealousy, but more of envy. (:

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on a side note, why why why do everything need to run out

headed to FACESHOP yesterday to restock everything.

mum's mean. she isnt paying for anything.

she's leeching my stuff! ):

And, ii finally cut my hair. (:

ii've officially change my salon to HAIR PROFILE.

instead of kason from STORM. (: (for now at least) (:

no picture yet ok.

*shhHhh* (:

tonight, ii'll blog.

ii passed!
ok, it's not as though there's any sense of schievement/satisfaction!

ii just walk through like dere wasnt any queue.
ii mean, ii'm not queueing to enter GUCCI/LV or whatsoever ok.
and dere is nothing much inside, though it's hell big!
so, ii risk my life, and BOUGHT NOTHING!
wtf.

yesterday, it's my 1st ever time dining at the food court at TAMPINES MALL.
(after the renovation quite awhile ago; dont go wtf ok!)

work.
on a side note, ii think ii'm getting damn racist.
thanks to kumar/mala. fuck.
but, still, all fun & enjoyable, with the companion of sheila. (:

P.S: Previous post updated, w/ pictures. (:

immaturity for guys. still immature at fifteen.
den what can a eighteen-year-old do?

ii am damn pissed. fuck.
ok. wait, do you think 700dollars for a handphone bill

is a lil' too lil'?
Or do you think your parents own a bank?
when can you ever be mature enough to THINK?
Or you're born without a brain?

ii was reading peggy's blog

regarding the dispute the sisters have.
And now, ii think ii really empathize with her. totally.
And now ii know, it's not that people wanna boast bout what they've done.
but, it's cux, it's so fucking unfair.
at times, we deserve some credits, dont we?

Right, and my brother is exactly the same.
His handphone bill reached a shocking 700bucks!
And who pay for his bills. my mummy & daddy.
And because my parents are paying, he doesnt fucking feel the pain.

But, ii felt the pain. totally.
Because ii'm fucking paying my own bills.
fucking spending my own money.

how can one person send a total of 12,000 sms in a month?
which means is on a average of 400 a day??

ii wanted to ask him to use prepaid.
because my parents dont own a bank.
as much as ii've my commitments, dey've got endless stack bills too.

And you still fucking has the guts to say this

in front of all of us.
"this is not your problem, you shut up!"
"ii can take $700 and throw at mummy's face!"

do you even at the least understand?
do you even at the least know this isnt the way to spend money?
especially since, IT'S NOT YOUR MONEY.
your allowance is fucking more than enough

for a pathetic sec3 kid.

instead of helping financially, you're nothing

but a complete burden.
it's such a disgrace to say now, that ii've got a brother.

ii dont understand how dad & mum can think so lightly.
dey think you'll realize your mistake ONE DAY.
10months later, dey would have spend $7,000 on your bill OK!
to think, this has been going on for half a year with an avg of $300/mth.

if you're gonna take all that you've for granted
ii am never gonna spend hundreds of dollars on you again.
because you cannot fucking appreciate.

since dont know when, ii bought you almost everything.
from your cap, to your clothes, to your slippers, to jackets, to bags.
yet, as a sister, ii dont even have the simplest right to reprimand you.

ii'm serious damn pissed.
fuck.

it has been 67827548years.
hi, my best friend.

did ii not say ii continued my night on monday over @punggol jetty?
talking to random people over dere each time dey catch something new.
ii'm fascinated by sotongs, squids, & fishes.
wtf right?

conclusion: dey spurred my interest to go fishing
but ii think it's damn boring. still.

my attempt to pack my wardrobe today FAILED.

And ii spend my yesterday with sarahbaby! (:
it has been 27512389years since ii last seen her can.
omg. so so long.
And all the more, we have more gossips, continue bitch-ing around.

we'll be in the same class next year again. (: (:
ii'll be in dbf/ft/2a/09. (: (:
let's hope, ii wont get tired seeing her everyday. :P
nah, sarah, you know ii love you riites! (:

we completed FEP ytd, & finish off with gelare.
before proceeding to taka & paragon. (:

MONDAYS on monday
as we spend the remaining time we've together..

it's damn normal to see my monday people every monday.
BUTBUT, it's not normal, when we arent at the airport!
And we have the monday people out on monday! (: (:

And so, on monday, this is what happens. (:
everyone of us, found a replacement to cover our duty (:
all except yan cheng. what a pity.

we wanted to spend the oh-so-little-time that we've now, together.
we're all separating.

a mini gathering held over at hotpot culture @marina square (:

And the girls, as vain as ever (:

the monday people. us. (:

P.S: ii reckon why, ziming likes to upload my unglam pictures into facebook.
P.P.S: ii think ii'm moving over to thursday. ):

a couple of days away from my sunny island
And now ii know, how organise the roads are back home.

HALO!
ii'm back (to singapore)!
ii know it's a little late. why didnt ii blog immediately right?
my scheduler says, my activities are completely planned for the week! (:
And my bank account declare that it's B.R.O.K.E!

one main thing: it's damn expensive to eat there!
secondly: it'a damn expensive to drink there.

my first day started with a 20dollars cab fare to boonlay.
den ii bid goodbye to my sunny island.
den it was sleeping in the coach.

And den, when ii next open my eyes, ii'm on a highland
called the "genting highland" (:

proceed to the hotel & den to the theme park. (:
in the process, it's a whole load of fun. (:

ii completed shopping at the entire genting the 1st night.
AND, my virgin attempt into the casino FAILED. ):

ms dolphin is my new love.

ii spend like 50+ RM trying to win it in the theme park.

jackson bought a cake for me. (:

DAY TWO.
breakfast was somewhere down the hill.
so steep, ii know if ii tripped, ii'm gone.
damn cool, this eating place actually sterilise our utensils for us. (:



it was followed by a cab journey down to KL.
visited KLcc shopping centre. which is equivalent to s'pore orchard road.
den to bukit bitang, before heading to chinatown @KL (:
dinner @ the ship house. (:
this is the night ii depleted all the RM & S$ ii have on me. (:


escargots. some snail meat.


some lamb food. (:

sirloin steak (:


black pepper steak (:

this is our ONE & ONLY group picture.

the day ii finally left zero dollar on me.

headed for ATM @malaysia to withdraw cash.

followed by a quick shopping around the hotel (:

headed to the coach bay for departure.

den, ii'm back to my sunny island.

AND this is a super summarized version of my journey.

away from my sunny island for the weekend, ii'm feeling much recharged.

how simple life is away from this stressful place.

how ideal life would be, if everyday is this way.

my loot for the journey for my didi & me.

much more, which mummy's too urgent to keep.

P.S: ii wanna get away soon again. (:

thank you, for doing so much for me. (:

*appreciated*