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THY BLOG OWNER
a lil' less naive each day..
PhotobucketGEORGIANALEE
just any ordinary girl
nineteen
singapore polytechnic
banking & financial services

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WANTED
as ii secretly wish upon a star.
[ ] ii wanna be the exception :)
[:D] New wallet from COACH :)
[:D] Visit to yishun dam!
[ ] Night picnic at henderson wave!
[ ] Cumulative GPA: 3.5
[:D] DSLite
[:D] Tote bag from m)phosis
[:D] Nike windbreaker/Adidas jacket
[ ] Tote bag from Gucci
[ ] LV speedy :D
[:D] LongChamp Bag
[:D] Coach Wristlet
[:D] Grey pair of Haivanas from NUM
[:D] Pass my BTT (16.04.09)
[:D] Overseas Trip w/ friends
[:D] Pass my FTT (21.05.09)
[:D] Green Apple Vodka
[:D] LG Crystal to replace F480 :D
[ ] Aerocrombie & Fitch Jacket
[:D] Sony T90 [pink] :D
[:D] Davidoff Perfume :D
[:D] Ipod Touch
[:D] Xperia X2 to replace Crystal
[ ] Opps, NEW WALLET!

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AFFILIATES
its a small world.
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# choonhiang
# derrick
# inezquek
# jiayu
# jinhui
# jonathan
# koonlee
# lindyy
# mandy
# march
# nellie
# net
# owen.brother
# royston
# sarahBABY
# shauna
# shengye DAGEGE
# shiela
# songting
# vanda
# vivian
# wanling
# xiubin
# ziming


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my faded memories.
  • October 2008
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  • January 2011
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  • March 2011
  • June 2011


  • MUSIC
    pleasure to the ears.


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    CREDITS
    spontaneous applauds
    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥

    rant @ Sunday, May 31, 2009 11:28 PM
    as ii smile once again.
    ii will bury them all, deep enough it cant be touched..

    winks!
    ii am home!

    work was pretty awesome, it's a form of distraction. (:
    went drinking with lee after work.
    with a dozen of beer lying in front of me, how can ii not be tempted?! lee know ii only drink heineken. so he bought 6 cans of heinken, & 6 cans of carlsburg. ii took 5, he took 7.

    faird came down to pack up and send me home. (:
    lee seem to be able to understand me quite well, he knew ii was upset.
    thnks. (:

    my head in spinning right now, badly.
    my gastrics hurting. fuck.
    just took panadol. gonna sleep now.

    after today, ii'll bury everything deep inside, my tiny heart.
    after today, ii'll try to be happy.

    during the coming holidays, ii will find some time out.
    to pack all the things away.
    bury it somewhere; like how ii will dig a hole in my small heart to bury everything.
    (:

    goodniites people. (:

    rant @ Friday, May 29, 2009 9:28 PM
    distractions. distractions. distractions.
    yet, still the unlimited misses.


    HALO! HALO! HALO!
    did you realise something?
    ii can finally play my blog song in FULL.
    no more 30secs song from imeem!

    finish listening to this song okies!
    ii think it's pretty sweet.
    it sorta describe the entire process of being in love. (: (:

    so happy now. (:
    as ii promise, to not be unhappy anymore. (:

    schedule marks full. YUCKS!
    ii wanna find some time out for myself now!
    ii wanna go out with friends.
    ii wanna go shopping.
    ii wanna study over the holidays.

    P/S: fairytale fairytale, will you ever happen in reality?

    rant @ Thursday, May 28, 2009 1:06 AM
    blog song changed. (:

    A Little Love (:

    Greatness as you
    Smallness as me
    You show me what is deep as sea
    A little love, little kiss
    A little hug, little gift
    All of little something.
    these are our memories
    You make me cry Make me smile
    Make me feel that love is true
    You always stand by my side
    I don't want to say goodbye
    You make me cry
    Make me smile
    Make me feel the joy of love
    Oh kissing you
    Thank you for all the love you always give to me
    Oh I love you

    Yes I do, I always do
    Oh I love you,
    To be with you, oh I love you


    rant @ Wednesday, May 27, 2009 7:59 PM
    NASTY THINGS.

    1. I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY HANDPHONE OUTTA HOME TODAY!
    damn. it was one of the shittiest thing that can happen to me lahs! ii got to inform jiawei that ii am not going movie with the monday people. ii got to ask peiling how to get to CYA room. ii got to ask sarah where is she. ii got to call shiela to buy her if ii need to get dinner for her. ii need my phone as a MP3 on my journey to & fro school. damn it lahs. you understand my frustration rigbt!

    on a side note 1st, thank you ZEKE & your itouch!
    And llewelyn for offering to lend me your PSP (: (:

    2. I AM WORKING NEXT WEDNESDAY!
    nothing bad actually, since ii wont reject money. butbut, some plans going on. nvmnvm.

    3. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS DUE NEXT WEEK
    so many many. yucks! ii have 2 FMIs report, some weird reflection journal, macroecons project, CRM questionaire. ARGH! whatever.

    4. MY TAGBOARD DIED.

    1+2+3+4 = unhappy georgiana ):

    rant @ 7:08 PM
    the life of a eighteen-going-nineteen. (:
    fun. the key word NOW.

    HALO HALO HALO!
    ii am pretty intoxicated with excitement; but for no apparent reason. -_-"
    ii think, it's the stage beyond exhaustion already!
    you get it you get it?

    ok. ii dont think you do.
    ignore me (:

    another crazy thing today (:
    headed down to JALAN KAYU during my 11-3 break to eat roti prata!
    cab down dere after school, only to witness another car-bike accident. ):
    ii always have a soft spot for bikers, for obvious reasons of you-know-why.
    den, linda tried out something new: ICE-CREAM PRATA! *nice ehs!*
    pictures are with linda, so ii decided to google image to find prata pictures (: (:



    attended NYAA meeting, & missed watching movie w/ monday peeps.
    ii wanna watch ANGELS & DEMONS!!!

    more than enough activities for this week. (:
    all filled up entirely with work. work. & SCHOOLwork.

    altogether, a good distraction. (:
    next week, pretty similar.
    And ii'll be off on 5-8 june for NYAA camp. ):
    camp; a torture. ):

    P/S: misses. unlimted misses
    den again, ii'll enjoy the process instead now. (:

    rant @ Sunday, May 24, 2009 9:54 PM
    it was zero degree.
    my heart froze.
    And my face burn, as tears swell up in my eyes..


    ii roam around.
    ii sat on the swing.
    the wind blew hard, & slapped across my face.
    ii was freezing.
    but yet, ii could feel my face burning, as tears trickle down my cheeks..

    firstly, going to the wedding dinner is a complete mistake.
    den, today, it was all too coincidental.
    the pain was horrible.

    gastric problem has been paying me a visit everyday lately.
    it has been awhile since ii eaten a proper, regular meal.
    but the word "hunger" seem so insignificant now.

    the final shot. the last night.
    ii will cry my heart out, ii will bury my head in the pillow.
    ii announce "the end".

    rant @ Saturday, May 23, 2009 3:00 PM
    ii jump at the slighest "beep" of my phone
    ii hope, somehow, it will never "beep"
    ii am scared stiff.


    just got home.
    ii totally regret agreeing to attend the wedding dinner toniite.
    ii know, ii am not gonna feel good inside toniite.
    my brain will start scanning memories from 29months ago.
    ii am finding distractions, everyday.
    And one day, ii will succeed. (:

    ohya, FaceShop is having 20% now. (:
    ii leech mum's purchases. (:

    AND II FOUND THE GREEN APPLE VODKA II WANTED, FINALLY.
    will get it soon.
    buy every bottle in the shop!
    nah, ii am not some rich fags.

    rant @ Thursday, May 21, 2009 9:43 PM
    ii PASSED!
    And i played a trick on sarah & zeke. (:
    sarah is the smarter one. (:

    visiting standard chartered tomorrow for field work.
    going home with linda sorta allow me to understand her better.
    cheer up darling!
    you know, ii love ya!

    P/S: sometimes, it's just that difficult.
    life's pretty bitchy. screwed.

    P/P/S: Another 2 things down, cux ii am striking off the PSP wish. since ii have already gotten myself a DSLite, den screw the PSP. (:

    rant @ Wednesday, May 20, 2009 10:24 PM
    once bitten, twce shy.
    each time, why has it gotta be you of all othe people?

    argh. ii am in a extremely badbad mood now (still).
    ii have my reasons to be in an awful mood and majority of it make sense to a certain extent okies. you people can evaluate it on your own. (:

    first, ii went to visit the temporarily-disabled today, and it was arranged pre-hand. not impromtu okies. And fuck, the house is EMPTY. so ii made a wasted trip. den ii called, and apparently, he has conveniently forgotten. fuck. And wait, he didnt even apologise. ok. "double fuck"

    angry or not?

    secondly, ii took a bus and left. And it's fucking peak hour, and the bus was fucking packed. And ii miss my stop. And so ii gotta take a detour, which suck.
    this worsen my mood.

    den, at the train station, ii start fidgeting with things inside my bad. And fuck, my nail broke. so by now, if you're following my story, ii'm utterly upset. a damsel in distress, w/o a knight in shining amour. ):

    so pathetic.

    so, after ii reached tampines, ii went to get ice lemon tea from macs. den it was damn diluted! if it's a lil', ii dont mind, since ii;ve got an insensitive taste bud. but hell no! it was damn diluted, ii thought dey gave me ice water instead.

    *you should be feeling piss now, if you're normal*

    den, ii went to the bus interchange. And it was like a mini little india. fuck. it's so damn crowded & hot & stuff. why? because it's peak hour. And because ii wore a pullover to school today, thinking ii will be home late. ii equate going home late to feeling cold & chilly, which make sense doesnt it?

    And when ii reached home, gastrics problem worked up, because ii chose not to eat in the afternoon, and thought dinner will be eaten with the temp-disabled. And ii vomitted the lemon tea & soya bean. pop 2 pills of gastric medicine, and still pain.

    damn screwed right. ii should get angry right. it's like, if the first problem didnt occur, den the rest wont occur. right?

    aiya. whatever. ii am just typing whatever that comes to my mind now.
    fuck. screw it. just close this window.
    ii'm pissing whoever is reading this off.

    P/S: if in the first place, you didnt give a damn, den why should ii? And why did ii still go thru all these, knowing at the end of the day, the fault will still be credited under my name? ii hate myself sometimes.

    dont ask me to look back again, please.

    rant @ Sunday, May 17, 2009 11:35 AM
    oh man. ii haven't come in contact with the Internet for years!
    my precious laptop got invaded by a damn horse!
    this stupid virus crippled my laptop!
    yucks!

    visited the temporarily-disabled yesterday.
    brought him board-games.
    And delievering books over to him later.
    den another day, ii'll bring chips & chocolates dat will last 45days.
    nah. ii dont even think he will stay home for a week.
    how can a torn/broken leg stop him?!

    just when ii thought life could be as simple as playing DSLite together
    you left me with even more hesitants than ever.


    *previous post updated* (:
    fyi, my laptop is still down.

    rant @ Wednesday, May 13, 2009 9:21 PM
    *EDITED*
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY
    SARAH BESTIE!

    YOU'RE FINALLY LEGAL!

    (LET'S HIT THE CLUBS TOGETHER SOON YA!)


    18 balloons for 18th birthday. (:
    she was supposed to find 18 people to burst 18 balloons. (:
    mini celebration (if you call it one.) (:

    lunch at DingTaiFung with birthday girl, linda, cheese & zeke. (:

    P/S: my 100th post. (:

    rant @ Tuesday, May 12, 2009 6:57 PM
    hees. my previous post quite lame hors?
    ii've been growing to become more lame with this new clique of friends.
    omg. you totally cannot believe it lahs!
    but, it keeps me laughing. (:
    thnks guys. esp cheese. lol.

    And earlier on, ii said ii was tempted to get DSLite right!
    so presenting to you, my new toy!
    wee!!

    ii've been playing mario kart all day long now.
    and my journey to school seems incredibly shortened yea!
    georgiana is a happy girl!

    P/S: dedicating my 100th post (next post) to bestie, SARAH! (:

    rant @ Sunday, May 10, 2009 11:37 PM
    today, ii realised, ii'm actually pretty stupid! ):

    people who know me, will know, ii love eeyore! (:
    ii've got plenty of soft toys, stickers, every other thing of eeyore.

    people often prefer pooh & piglet. ):
    And dey're often associated together.

    poor donkey. so ii thought, ii should like it. (:
    afterall, it's real cute isnt it?!

    And because pooh & piglet are a pair,
    so tigger & eeyore should be a pair too!

    budden, today, ii think ii committed a totally stupid mistake!
    how can ii bring donkey & tiger together?!
    donkey is too stupid for tiger,
    and eeyore is too stupid for tigger!
    what a pity! ii always thought dey were a pair.
    II'M SO STUPID! ):

    maybe, eeyore should just live life alone isnt it?
    jumpy tigger should be able to find a mate, somewhere out dere.
    er, maybe eeyore will fall for pooh or piglet one day?
    ok, that sounded real un-intelligent. damn.

    decided.
    ii'm not gonna bring eeyore & tigger together anymore!!

    rant @ Saturday, May 9, 2009 10:33 PM
    hello!!
    say "HI!" to these!
    they're my new loot from newurbanmale! *double smiles*

    ii bought 2 pairs of haivanas & a tee from NUM (:
    And so, if you ever see me wearing a top dat says,
    "NOT THAT INNOCENT", in light purple, with a tweety printed on it, dont go, "ixit 3 for $20?"!!
    ii'll make sure ii slaughter you, and so dont make me do that arhs!

    not to mention, ii know it's not worth buying tees from NUM
    cux' it's super duper overpriced.
    oh ya, both pair of haivanas got bling on it. (:
    ii deliberately got them today, deliberately at heeren. (:
    one is for jackson, and another for me. (:
    ii like the pretty paper bags!
    And ii am so gonna collect all the colours! (:

    anyway, ii attended this bungalow chalet early this afternoon. (:
    it has a seaview scenary (:
    ii wished ii lived dere, especially with someone close at heart.
    every morning, ii'll be woken up by the sea breeze.
    And every night, ii'll fall asleep under a blanket of stars.
    so xin fu. (: (:

    dinner was with jackson & his family at some zi char stall.
    adding to that, it was really awesome food served okies!
    mother's day dinner treat. (10 course meal ehs!)
    jackson & his 2nd bro bought for their mum a DSLite.
    which ii'm 99.99% sure that jackson will be using it most of the time. (:

    And now, ii am tempted to get DSLite too.
    white? red? maroon?

    P.S: Another thing on my wishlist down. (:
    P.P.S: zouk with besties on thurs niite. will blog soon. (:

    rant @ Wednesday, May 6, 2009 11:09 PM
    great people. awesome mood.
    thank you for being here. (:


    hello world!
    ii'm in a pretty awesome mood today.
    (: (:

    enough of all those emo posts. -_-"
    but emo enough to have so many people popping by msn, smses, calls to ask if ii'm fine. (:
    And some other random ones askin if ii'm down with depression. -_-"
    nonetheless, thankk you! (:
    ii love y'all!

    last niite, besties & ii were like totally mad.
    we gathered at the red-light district in s'pore for supper! (:

    it all started out with linda darling having such a random idea of going to GEYLANG to eat froggy porridge in the afternoon during FMI lecture.

    And to think, ii actually complied with the random thought of hers.
    And sarahbaby actually agreed can!!

    so, ii met the girls & joshua at kallang after work.
    And sarah totally went, "ii know the way, ii'll take the led!"
    so we WALK to lorong 9. -_-"

    all fun & totally awesome! (:
    our froggy-toady porridge & us. (:

    good food. awesome people. (:

    dat's joshua. me. linda darling & sarah baby. (:

    rant @ 12:55 AM
    ii'll keep running.
    ii'll not look back.
    until fairytales come true again.

    我累了
    再无力期待你的好..


    the final thing: the keys.
    ii will continue to pursue my dreams.

    rant @ Monday, May 4, 2009 11:30 PM
    just another dosage.
    ii quarantined myself once again, away from the crowd.

    one fine day, ii'll.
    soon, ii'll.
    walking on my own, just like it has always been.

    ii'll smile like the sun.
    ii'll work like a bee.
    ii'll bloom into flowers.

    rant @ 2:56 PM
    this guy is hell weird; and desperate.
    he try initiating a sex talk with me on msn.

    a small part of our conversation:


    him: are you still a V? (spell it out dude.)

    me: does it matter to me in the first place?

    me: ii seriously think you're damn weird, irritating & desperate. dont try initiating a sex talk with me, cux ii dont give a damn. whether ii am or am not a virgin (spell it out dude), it seriously has absolutely nothing to do with you. from now, you'll be erased from my msn & blocked permanently.

    TADAH!
    SAY NO TO lifeless99@hotmail.com!


    P/S: stop jumping to conclusions when you people dont even have an idea what's happening. dont say you know, cux ii dont know myself. stop probing, fyi, it's fucking irritating.

    rant @ Sunday, May 3, 2009 11:22 PM
    toniite, ii weep silently for you.
    tomorrow, ii'll be me again.
    just another niite, ii'll get over it.


    带我走
    这次我要 独自远走...

    rant @ Friday, May 1, 2009 10:55 PM
    ok. this sucks.
    Is imeem restricting all songs to 30s, or ixit my template?
    someone, tell me please.

    And updates for you people on piggy flu:

    To date, there are 12countries who have reported 332 cases of influenza A (H1N1 infection) a.k.a piggy flu, including 1 case from HongKong.

    Singapore government has raised to "ORANGE ALERT" from "GREEN ALERT"
    yups. be careful people.
    ii know we all look forward to no school, but ii'm not against schooling anymore.
    so ya. please. (:

    piggy can still be eaten, cux ii think singapore wont import sick piggies. (:

    rant @ 10:18 PM
    it's a small.small.world.
    why am ii escaping in the first place?

    ii saw someone whom ii swear ii'll never wanna see in my life ever again today.

    ii wasnt even supposed to work this weekend, until angela called me on wednesday to tell me she was so short of people.

    so for that 200plus over dollars, ii agreed to work for 3days.
    wrong decision.

    we walk past each other like strangers.
    yes, ii wanted that.
    because , if ever ii have a choice, even if it's dooms day,
    ii still dont wanna ever see you again.

    for one, you ruined part of my life.
    you threatened a friendship developed.
    And you're an ultimate bastard.

    so, ii cancelled 7 working days in june.
    2events in compass point, cancelled.
    ii'm giving up 600dollars just to not enraged myself.
    what an idiot ii'm.

    ii'm not escaping.
    but ii seriously will never want to bump onto him again.
    yes, ii dislike him.

    it's between me & him.
    sorry darling bestie.

    P/S: Angela is hiring people to work for her event in both air-conditioned & non air-conditioned shopping malls. Pretty long working hours, which means you can earn quite a bit a day.
    Interested people, can drop me a text ya. (: