this shall be a patronizing post.
haven't come into this space for a good one month.
after so long, I am finally home early. never been home before eleven for a long time. it has always been like, around midnight or later.
now, I will probably spend more time at home.

boyf enlisted into the tekong island today.
I am in an evil mood, feeling really depressed & moody.
been tearing a lot since the past few days, & my skin & eyes are in a mess.
feeling damn emo. will get past it in a few days hopefully.
really don't like the feeling of parting & separation.
but well, it's life. bad things always happen & good stuff seldom come about.

maybe I just needed some friends to be here now.
thank you every single one who bothered to whatapps me, call me, & sms me, including boyf's friends. G is thankful to have you guys around. Or I really dont know how I will be now.

Then, to my dearest boyf,

being alone on that stupid island isnt simple. in fact, it's really tough.
it hurts to part, & we both know that. but what else can we do?
today we hugged and bid goodbyes, till 2 weeks later.
deep inside you, I know you cant be less sad. I know you have your fears.
today we talked, & we got to even ration the handphone batteries.
today I wish upon the stars, that a genie will appear & I will make a wish, to stay beside you for the rest of my life.

we both know how getting through these tgt will make us stronger people.
we have our dreams. & only by finishing NS can we move on further.
we have to be strong & get it done; before we move on to embark on our studies tgt.
please take awesome care of yourself on that island.
know that, whenever you needed someone to talk to, & whenever you cant fall asleep in the middle of the night, you have me here with you. 24/7.

I love you.

Will definitely be updating soon. Read all formsprings just. Will reply by next week, when I recover from all the emo-ness & stuff.